ridikkulus kid

  W ow. 11 views. that’s amazing you guys, thank you so much!! like seriously, i feel just as lucky as any celebrity who gets 2 million followers! you guys are amazing. I know i haven't written lately, and that's partly because it was the first few weeks of 10th grade, and partly because i don't really know if anyone has been following up. If someone has, then i am so friggin sorry, and thank you so much 😛! So there is something in particular i want to talk to you guys about today. Sometimes, when you're watching a rom com, and you see two people falling in love and making each other feel so lucky, do you just wonder if that would ever happen to you? Do you ever feel like you also want that? That feeling where one person you love actually loves you back, makes you feel so special and takes care of you, more than you take care of yourself. Thinking about all of that, it just makes me feel.... well i hate to use the word, but makes me feel lonely. Makes me feel like mayb...

  okay WHAT? I have five views? THAT IS SO AWESOMEEE. I am screaming. LITERALLY screaming. And jumping. Shit man, this is the best thing ever. Thank you guys SO SO SO MUCH. I love you guys ALREADY.  Man this Sunday was something huge. I discovered that I got FIVE (hear me right, FIVE) views. And one of my old friends started texting me. It had been long since we spoke. We used to talk a lot before, but then we stopped and i just can't seem to remember why 😕. So yeah, we started talking and eventually got to the topic of dating. He said he wasn't dating someone or wasn't into anyone. And it was the same for me so i told him that.  And after a while he started getting really flirty. I mean i know that happens with everyone, no. Not me. Never me. No one's ever flirted with me, let alone like me. So it was extremely funny and overwhelming 😳😂. I sort of flirted back but it probably wasn't even visible lol.  And then he disappeared for a while, and texted back. And the...

hey guys! how's it going? Happy New Year!! I really hope this year isn't as crappy as 2020 😅. One of my biggest flexes is that i entered 2021 with the same friend i ended 2019 with. She's the best friend i ever had. I can tell her anything at all without having to be afraid of being judged or snitched. She's low key my therapist. She helps me out all the time and gives amazing advice when i'm lost. She is probably the only friend i ever had who i actually think might stick with me for the rest of my life. I've always felt that friends are a major part of life. Like Barney Stinson said "Whatever you do in this life, it's not legendary unless your friends are there to see it." I loved that quote (one main reason i watched How I Met Your Mother is because i read that quote somewhere). I want to have that one friend or those few friends that will put up with my BS and be there for me forever. Those few friends who will save your ass when you're in...

Hey everyone! What's up? Well i can't really expect a lot for that question because COVID has made everyone's life a hot mess 😓. Many of us are locked at home, some of us with people, and some of us without. That's one of the reasons i started this blog. There are so many feelings bottled up in me that i don't think will be fine to share with my family. Luckily i have my friends, but sometimes strangers (as in you guys in this situation) are the best to talk to. The other reason is that teenage can be very confusing, and by very i mean EXTREMELY😳. And i'm sure that there are millions of you out there who can relate. So i just wanna talk to you guys about stuff like that and see if you can relate too, and hopefully you guys can help me get out of messes 😅. I'm planning on keeping this blog anonymous, so you guys can just call me..... S? Also just so you know I'm a girl 😂. Okay now let me give you guys a proper view of moi (and no, i do not know French...